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- Those words have
resonated for generations
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for a reason.
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It's because they run head
first at our deepest fear,
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the one where we end
up alone in the dark.
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All of us have it.
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Jesus did. He was fully human
when He was here on earth.
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He experienced all of our fears,
all of our emotions.
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And yet, oddly enough,
it looks like
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at the end of His life,
as He's on the Cross,
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our deepest fear is coming true.
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He's in the dark and He's alone.
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Not the dark like twilight
or dusk or candlelight.
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Like,
total suffocating darkness.
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And from the darkness He
shouted. Matthew writes this:
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He says, God,
where have you gone?
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Have You left me alone?
Where -- Where are You?
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If you've ever felt
like God has left you
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when you needed Him most,
if you've ever cried out
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in the dark and not
heard an answer,
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if you've ever felt like the
sin sitting on your shoulders
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was surely enough
to drive God away,
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then you've asked
the same question.
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Has God abandoned me?
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Is my sin too much?
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Many people say this is
exactly what is happening
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in this moment as He's
hanging on the Cross
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and shouting into the sky,
that at that moment
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all of the sin of
humanity is sitting on Him,
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all of your sin, all of my sin,
past, present and future,
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all of it together and it
was just too much for God.
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It's too disgusting.
It was too disturbing.
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It was too disappointing.
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And so many say that God
turned His back on His Son
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and left Him alone
to die in the dark
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on a skull shaped
hill called Golgotha.
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Tonight we're asking a
question: Is that what happened?
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Is God the kind of God
who gets so disgusted
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by our sin that He
leaves us alone in the dark
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to wander around and
figure it out for ourselves?
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Is that what God is?
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Is He the Father
who turns His back
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on sinful kids like you and me?
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Or is there something else
going on in this moment?
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To get that answer we're
going to need God to show up
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and speak to each
and every one of us.
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Not at a head level tonight,
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but I'm hoping at a heart level.
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I'm hoping that
the history of God
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that I'm going to
walk you through
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over thousands of
years starts up here,
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and then it goes here,
and that God changes you
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and that you walk out of
this room wherever you are,
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at a site, online,
changed, believing
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and seeing His love for
you more than ever before.
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That's what we're hoping for.
Let's pray.
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God, thank You so much
for the image of the Cross.
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That's not just the story.
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That's not just a legend,
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but it's what You
proved Your love for us.
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It's the time You said,
"Look at the blood." Amen. Amen.
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Well, welcome to Good Friday.
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My name is Kyle,
our Lead Pastor.
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Glad to be with you,
if we've never met before.
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Tonight is going to
be a little bit different.
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For one,
I'm not going to tell you
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to try harder on Good Friday.
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I'm not going to try to
convince you to believe more.
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I'm not going to
make you feel bad.
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I'm not going to force
you to be grateful
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because this isn't a night
about you fixing your faith.
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This is a night where we look at
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how God's
faithfulness fixed you.
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I don't know if you know this,
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but before you were born,
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before you ever took a step,
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before you ever doubted God,
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before you ever sinned,
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before you ever question Him,
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before you ever wondered if
He would ever abandon you,
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He proved that He
would never do the same.
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He would never leave you. Ever.
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The proof is painted in red.
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There's a trail of
blood that weaves back
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through thousands
of years of history.
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It's not a messy trail.
It's not haphazard.
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It's a carefully
woven sacred pattern
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throughout history that
shows the heart of God
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pointing in one place,
straight to the Cross.
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Over the next hour,
we're going to walk
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that trail of blood together
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and end up right
back at this moment,
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the moment where God
is hanging on the Cross,
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Jesus Himself,
and He shouts into the darkness,
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"Has God abandoned me?"
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Like I said,
this isn't going to be
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a typical Crossroads
weekend experience.
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It's Friday, it's not Sunday,
so cut me some slack, okay?
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We're going to do
this a little different.
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The main thing here is
I'm not going to give you
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a message like I'd
give on a Sunday.
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On a Sunday,
I'd be weaving in how it relates
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to your life through
the whole thing.
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Not going to do
that for a reason.
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It's because you and I
don't show up in this story
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until the very end.
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So when we get there,
we'll get there.
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But until then,
it's not really about us.
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It's about God.
We don't show up.
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But if there's one
thing to take away,
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if you wanted to
write down one note,
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one takeaway
for the entire night,
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it's that when we don't show up,
God does.
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And He proves it in blood.
Why blood?
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Sometimes you can read the Bible
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and it reads like an
episode of Dexter.
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There's just blood
splattered everywhere,
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and all these people die
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and all these animals
get slaughtered.
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There's this bloody mess.
Why blood?
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Is it because God's into gore?
No. No, it's not.
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It's because blood is the
symbol for life, that's why.
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And so God uses blood
as almost like a trail marker
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that always,
throughout history, points to
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Him hanging on a Cross,
dying to save us.
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It's the only way to have
eternal life. The only way.
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Now, the night before the Cross,
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the night before
He was on this hill,
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Jesus actually
climbed up another one
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with a really interesting view.
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That hill was called
the Mount of Olives,
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and at its base was a garden.
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It was the Garden of Gethsemane.
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Earlier in the night,
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Jesus had shared a
meal with His disciples.
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And at the meal He had
taken a cup full of wine
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and He'd hold it up to them.
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And He said, "This is not wine,
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it's my blood shed for you."
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The disciples all looked at
Him like, "What are you --
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What are you talking about?
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A cup of blood?
That's really odd."
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And then, even stranger,
He invited them
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to go to this garden,
the Garden of Gethsemane.
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And in the garden He sits
down and He starts praying.
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And He asks God to
take away the bloody cup.
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Strange.
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Here's the words from Luke 22.
Jesus says:
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See, in this moment,
as He's praying,
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as He's thinking
about this cup of blood,
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as sweat is pouring
off Him and big drops
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are hitting the ground
like drops of blood.
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In this moment
is where you and I
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are going to step
onto the trail of blood
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and follow it backwards in
history a couple thousand years.
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Now, why did Jesus
pick this hill to pray?
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It's kind of odd, actually.
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He was having a meal,
like I said, with his disciples.
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They're in a private house,
in a private room.
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They go up to a private roof.
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He has a whole
conversation with them.
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And then He says let's go pray,
and they leave.
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If you wanted a private area,
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if you wanted a scenic view,
they already have it.
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Why take the
journey to this hill?
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The journey, by the way,
that led down
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from the mountain
where they were,
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through a valley
called the Kidron,
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literally means the
valley of the shadow.
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And up the slopes
of the Mount of Olives
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to the Garden of Gethsemane.
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Why do it?
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Well, I think it's for the
reason you climb any hill.
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It's for the view,
which would have been
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very much like what
you're looking at right here.
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It would have been a
view onto the temple.
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I've had the fortune of
being in the same exact spot.
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It's a beautiful place.
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Still to this day,
in the Garden of Gethsemane,
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there are these ancient,
beautiful olive trees.
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I'll show you a
picture right here.
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This is actually me
walking up the hill.
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And you can see in the distance,
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that's the dome of the rock
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peeking up over the city walls.
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Now, in Jesus's time,
that's pretty much
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exactly where the
temple would have been.
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And so if the temple
were still standing,
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it was about one
and a half times taller
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than the dome of the Rock,
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it would look
something like that.
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We're up above the Garden
of Gethsemane in this photo.
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And so, if you were
sitting on the hillside
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and you were staring at
what you would naturally see,
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you would be staring
at the temple of God.
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The slope of the hill
forms almost this perfect,
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like,
stadium-like seating for looking
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and staring at
the temple of God.
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Why do that?
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Well,
it's because the trail of blood
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that we're looking
at circles this hill
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over and over and
over and over again.
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And Jesus knew it.
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He knew as He
sweated drops like blood,
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as He asked for the bloody
cup to be taken from Him,
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as He sat there on the
hill staring at the temple,
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He knew what was coming,
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that He would be the last
ever sacrifice in this place
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if He stepped onto
the trail Himself.
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Now, in this moment,
Jesus is wrestling.
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He's in agony.
He's crying out to God.
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He's wrestling with this.
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And I think sometimes
we can read it
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knowing the end of the story.
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And it feels like this is all
a performance from Jesus.
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You know,
He's just trying to kind of
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test God a little bit,
maybe, I don't know.
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Trying to get some
attention from the disciples.
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No, He's in real agony because
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He's really wrestling
with whether or not
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He wants to go through with it,
which is why He comes here.
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I think Jesus knew
the most important thing
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for Him in this moment of
decision was remembering
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the trail of blood that
He had seen Himself
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over thousands and
thousands of years.
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He might have sat down,
and the first thing
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He might have imagined
might have been this hill,
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as it looked 2000 years earlier,
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before there was a city,
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before there were walls,
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before there was anything here,
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when it was a remote and
wild mountain called Moriah.
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Back then, God had sent
an old man and his son
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on a trip to this mountain.
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The old man, his name was
Abraham and his son was Isaac.
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At this time Abraham was very,
very old,
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130 years old, to be exact.
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Isaac was much younger,
30, in the prime of his life.
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He was strong. He was vibrant.
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But God sent them to this
mountain
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as a test of their faith.
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Genesis 22 picks
up the story like this:
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So Abraham does.
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He gets Isaac.
He gets him servants.
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They chop a bunch
of wood together.
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And they start walking
to the mountain.
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And as they get there,
Isaac is looking around.
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He's like,
"I know I got the wood.
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That's great, I got that.
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I see my dad is carrying fire.
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I see that my dad has a knife.
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But you know what I don't see?
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I don't see a lamb to
put on top of the wood
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to offer as a sacrifice."
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And so he actually
stops his dad and he says,
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"Dad, where is the lamb?"
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Abraham's response is recorded
in verse eight. He says:
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Abraham builds the altar.
He stacks the wood on top.
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He gets everything ready.
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And then he says to Isaac,
"Come here, son.
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Put your hands
behind your back."
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And he takes a piece of rope,
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and he tied his hands up,
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and then he bound him around.
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And he said, "Son, I need
you to actually hop up there."
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Abraham's old, 130.
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"Son, I'm going to need you
to put yourself on the wood."
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And amazingly,
he could have won.
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He could have pushed back.
He could have said no.
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But Isaac instead
climbed onto the wood.
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And Abraham raises his hand.
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He's got a knife in it.
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And just as he's
about to come down
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and kill his son Isaac,
a voice shouts out
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and says this. Genesis 22:11:
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See, in the moment where
God's people needed a sacrifice,
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when God said,
"I need something from you,"
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God showed up the very beginning
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and provided the
sacrifice Himself.
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Not just any,
not just any old animal,
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but a powerful ram caught
with its head in thorns.
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You know, for Jesus,
this is more than just a story
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passed down to Him from
parents or grandparents
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or teachers or whatever.
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This was a memory.
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Remember, Jesus is God.
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He's the one who sent
the ram all those years ago.
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In that moment,
on that day 2000 years ago,
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when it's a wild
mountain and it's a ram
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caught with its
head in the thorns,
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Jesus knew He'd
have a choice coming:
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Would He be like the
ram or would He run?
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It's a trail of blood
staring Him in the face.
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God showed He would provide
the blood to cover His people.
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The trail of blood continued
from that moment. Continued on.
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The night Jesus
prayed on the mountain
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it was the annual sacrifice.
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And so if you could
see beyond these walls,
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beyond the temple,
to the city beyond,
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you'd see it jammed full
of people, full of families.
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The Law of Moses commanded
that every single household,
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every year celebrate
the Passover.
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The Passover was
remembering the time
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when God rescued
His people from Egypt.
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They were all slaves,
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and they had been
for a very long time.
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And they started
to call out to God
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from the darkness
of their slavery,
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with their bonds
tying them down,
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they started to shout at God,
"Where are You?
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Where did You go? Have
You just abandoned us here?"
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And then God answered, Exodus 3:
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And then he gave
them instructions,
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so that the angel of
death that He was sending
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to strong arm Pharaoh
into letting His people go,
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would pass over,
Passover, their house,
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and not strike their sons down.
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God's instructions
for that night
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were very simple
and very bloody.
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Genesis 12, God says:
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God says, take a lamb,
cut it apart, take the blood.
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And then I want you to
paint your doorway with it.
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And that will be a
sign to you and to me
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that I've decided not to
demand a price from you
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to get you out of your bonds,
but I'll pay the price.
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See, as the trail of
blood goes on, God says,
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"Not only will I
provide the sacrifice,
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but I'll pay the price to
get you out of bondage."
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The Trail of Blood
continued for 1300 years
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from that moment to the moment
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where Jesus is
praying on the mountain,
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every Jewish family
had celebrated Passover
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every year by slaughtering
a one year old male lamb
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and painting their doorways red.
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As He sat in the mountain
staring at the temple,
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the place of sacrifice,
Jesus knew
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where the trail of
blood would lead Him
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if He stepped onto it,
to be the final Passover lamb,
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the one who doesn't
block the door from death,
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but the one who opens it
to life, if He stepped onto it.
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If he did, Jesus knew
He'd be the final lamb.
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There had been so
many before Him,
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so many lambs before Him.
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Because of this
temple which is there
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because 300 years
after that first Passover,
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the Israelites
crowned a new king.
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His name was David.
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He was something of a folk hero.
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He had defeated
the enemy of Israel,
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this giant nine feet
tall called Goliath.
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When he became king,
he moved the capital city,
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captured a new one,
called it Jerusalem.
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It was on a hill
right next to the hill
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where thousands of years earlier
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Abraham had
walked Isaac to the top
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and offered him as a sacrifice,
Mount Moriah.
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00:23:57
Now David had a
dream in his heart.
-
00:23:59
His dream was to
build a temple for God.
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00:24:02
Up until that point, the
history the people of Israel,
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00:24:05
God had lived
in a traveling tent.
-
00:24:07
And for David,
that just wasn't good enough.
-
00:24:09
He looked at his palace
full of gold and cedar
-
00:24:11
and all the things that he had,
and in his heart
-
00:24:13
he said, "I've got to build God
a better house than I have."
-
00:24:16
So he got everything together.
-
00:24:17
He got all the materials.
-
00:24:18
And he left them to his son.
-
00:24:20
His son Solomon
built the temple,
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00:24:22
not in any random spot,
but exactly, precisely
-
00:24:26
in the same place where
Abraham offered up Isaac,
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00:24:32
the same place.
-
00:24:33
Now the temple is
hard for us to imagine.
-
00:24:36
What was it like?
Hard for us to imagine
-
00:24:38
with our 21st
century mindsets on.
-
00:24:40
It was a bloody place.
-
00:24:41
But in our lives
we don't really have
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00:24:44
the bloody places that
they would have had.
-
00:24:46
We don't buy our
meat whole and alive.
-
00:24:50
We buy it cut up,
prepackaged, vacuum sealed.
-
00:24:53
There's no blood
when we go get meat.
-
00:24:55
In our religious services
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00:24:57
there's not usually
animal sacrifices here.
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00:25:00
If you're brand new,
don't worry. Not usually.
-
00:25:06
So why?
Why was there so much blood?
-
00:25:08
What was happening
in this place?
-
00:25:10
Well, it's because the
way the sacrifices worked,
-
00:25:13
it wasn't that you got an animal
-
00:25:16
and then you hired
somebody else to kill it.
-
00:25:20
The Law of Moses
said that you yourself,
-
00:25:22
the person offering the lamb,
-
00:25:25
had to be the one to
drive the knife into it,
-
00:25:27
kill it, skin it,
chop it into pieces.
-
00:25:30
And then the priest
would come along
-
00:25:32
and they'd take the blood and
-
00:25:33
they'd throw it against
the sides of the altar.
-
00:25:35
They would take all of the
pieces, they'd put it on top.
-
00:25:38
They'd light it on fire as
a burnt offering to God.
-
00:25:42
The burnt offering was the one
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00:25:43
that was most often dealing
with sin and the people.
-
00:25:47
And here again, God gave
a very specific instruction
-
00:25:50
about what kind of
animal was acceptable
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00:25:53
in a burnt offering.
-
00:25:54
Leviticus 23:12 says:
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00:26:04
Why no females? I don't know.
-
00:26:06
Boys, we get to pee standing up.
-
00:26:08
Maybe this is God
balancing the scales,
-
00:26:10
I don't know, but only males.
-
00:26:13
And not just male,
a one year old male.
-
00:26:18
Why? Well, something we do know,
-
00:26:21
something that's
more clear is that
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00:26:22
the burnt offering was not
a random time of the day.
-
00:26:25
It took place at the
same time every day,
-
00:26:28
not any hour,
but the ninth hour.
-
00:26:32
If that sounds familiar,
it's because the ninth hour
-
00:26:35
is the exact time that Jesus
was hanging on the Cross,
-
00:26:39
darkness had closed in.
-
00:26:40
He's hanging there
and He screams out,
-
00:26:42
"God, have You abandoned Me?"
-
00:26:46
Jesus knew as He
sat on this hill, praying
-
00:26:50
and thinking and weighing
the choice in His mind,
-
00:26:52
He knew there
was a clock ticking.
-
00:26:55
And that clock was ticking down
-
00:26:56
to the ninth hour one day later,
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00:27:00
if He stepped onto the trail,
if.
-
00:27:03
Like I said,
the temple is a bloody place.
-
00:27:06
Imagine Jesus
staring at the temple.
-
00:27:08
He knows every lamb
that's been sacrificed,
-
00:27:11
and there have been many.
-
00:27:12
In fact, if you add
up all of the sacrifices
-
00:27:16
mentioned in the Old Testament,
-
00:27:17
there's about five
different major kinds.
-
00:27:20
There's also yearly festivals,
-
00:27:22
things like Passover
that happen.
-
00:27:24
And if you add up all
the lambs sacrificed
-
00:27:27
over the active
years of the temple,
-
00:27:30
a conservative estimate
of how many lambs
-
00:27:33
had been killed on this
hill is about 100 million.
-
00:27:38
It's staggering. Staggering.
-
00:27:41
But Jesus, as He sits
there staring at the hill,
-
00:27:44
knowing the number precisely,
knew something important.
-
00:27:47
Whether it was 100
million or 200 million,
-
00:27:50
it didn't matter,
because it wasn't enough,
-
00:27:52
it never would be.
-
00:27:55
A billion, 100 billion.
It didn't matter.
-
00:27:59
There was only one
lamb who could ever
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00:28:01
fully pay the cost of sin,
and it was Him.
-
00:28:06
He knew it was His turn.
-
00:28:08
He knew that He was
born to be the Lamb of God,
-
00:28:11
to be slain.
-
00:28:14
He knew exactly what that meant,
the Lamb of God.
-
00:28:17
Now, maybe you've
been in church for a while.
-
00:28:19
Maybe you've heard
that phrase before.
-
00:28:21
Maybe you're brand new tonight,
-
00:28:22
this is your first
time ever here.
-
00:28:23
And you hear that word,
and whatever it is,
-
00:28:25
I'll bet we have
the same picture.
-
00:28:27
Close your eyes and imagine
a lamb, the Lamb of God.
-
00:28:32
You probably imagine
a very small animal,
-
00:28:35
maybe held in the arms
of a loving shepherd,
-
00:28:38
tiny, white, fluffy wool,
innocent, vulnerable, weak.
-
00:28:44
The Lamb of God.
-
00:28:46
Now,
if that's what you're imagining,
-
00:28:49
I need to tell you
that you're off.
-
00:28:52
Because, remember,
-
00:28:53
the sacrifices
weren't about any lamb.
-
00:28:56
It was a one year old male.
-
00:29:00
Do you know what a one
year old male sheep looks like?
-
00:29:03
This.
-
00:29:05
It actually goes by another
name. It's called a ram.
-
00:29:09
A one year old male
sheep is a fully grown
-
00:29:12
in the prime of life powerful,
unstoppable force.
-
00:29:18
This is Jesus as He's
sitting on the mountain.
-
00:29:22
He's not the
innocent Lamb of God.
-
00:29:24
He's not the helpless one.
-
00:29:26
He's the Ram of God, unstoppable
and strong and determined,
-
00:29:31
which is the only way He was
able to do what He did next.
-
00:29:37
He stood up,
He finished His prayer,
-
00:29:40
and He stepped
onto the trail of blood.
-
00:29:45
The name of names,
The King of kings,
-
00:29:48
The Lord of lords,
-
00:29:50
The One who created
the heavens and the earth\
-
00:29:53
with just a word
stepped onto the trail
-
00:29:57
and did what no one
else had the strength to do:
-
00:30:01
stick His head in
the thorns for you.
-
00:30:07
Now, at that exact moment,
as He's standing up,
-
00:30:10
as He's finishing His prayers.
-
00:30:12
As He's calling his
disciples back to Him.
-
00:30:13
They had all abandoned
Him by the way.
-
00:30:15
They had fallen asleep
as He was praying.
-
00:30:17
He calls back to them
at the exact moment
-
00:30:20
Judas shows up to betray Him.
-
00:30:23
He's quickly arrested.
-
00:30:25
He's hauled off to Caiaphas,
the high priest.
-
00:30:27
He's held in prison overnight.
-
00:30:29
He's beaten. He's punched.
-
00:30:31
The next morning He's
brought in front of Pilate,
-
00:30:34
because the Jewish leaders,
-
00:30:35
they had no ability to kill Him,
-
00:30:37
and that's the only
thing they wanted.
-
00:30:38
The only thing they
wanted was His blood.
-
00:30:42
And so they bring him to Pilate
and they demand His death.
-
00:30:45
Pilate interviews Him.
-
00:30:47
He asks Him questions,
some in public, some in private.
-
00:30:50
And he just can't figure it out.
'
-
00:30:52
He says, 'This guy seems fine.
-
00:30:55
What are you
guys talking about?"
-
00:30:57
But he fears a riot
from the people.
-
00:30:59
And so in the end,
he says, "Fine, fine,
-
00:31:03
I'll kill Him for you,
-
00:31:04
but I'm going to wash
my hands of His blood."
-
00:31:08
This is the words that
Matthew writes, Matthew 27:
-
00:31:24
And then he commanded his
own soldiers to take Him away.
-
00:31:29
See, Pilate didn't know
something important,
-
00:31:32
it's that the water
would never work.
-
00:31:33
The only thing that
could ever wash
-
00:31:35
the blood of Jesus off his
hands is the blood of Jesus,
-
00:31:39
That the man He
was sending to die.
-
00:31:42
After this, He was stripped down
-
00:31:46
and stuck onto a stone pillar,
chained.
-
00:31:51
Now, the Romans
were experts at torture.
-
00:31:53
They weren't -- They
weren't amateurs.
-
00:31:55
And what they
got out was a whip.
-
00:31:58
Not just any whip,
but one with metal spikes
-
00:32:02
hanging off the edges so
that every time they hit Him,
-
00:32:06
His skin would rip apart.
-
00:32:10
If that brutality wasn't enough,
-
00:32:12
they decided they
would mock Him too.
-
00:32:14
They got out a robe of scarlet,
-
00:32:16
something you would
put on a king because
-
00:32:18
they knew this claim that
He was the King of Kings
-
00:32:21
or something like that
as they mocked Him.
-
00:32:22
And they said,
"Let's dress You like a king."
-
00:32:24
And they put a scarlet
robe around His shoulders.
-
00:32:27
And then they had
fashioned a crown of thorns,
-
00:32:31
and they jammed
it onto His head.
-
00:32:37
After that they led
Him through the streets.
-
00:32:40
He was so weak from
the whole brutality of it,
-
00:32:42
He was so just beaten down
-
00:32:45
He couldn't even
carry the Cross.
-
00:32:46
They get another guy.
-
00:32:47
They walk over to a
small hill called Golgotha.
-
00:32:53
When they get there,
they laid Him down on the wood.
-
00:32:58
The One with the
power to get up.
-
00:33:01
See, they thought He was weak.
-
00:33:03
They thought He was beaten,
but the Ram of God
-
00:33:06
allowed nails to be
driven through His hands
-
00:33:09
and through His feet
-
00:33:11
for the very people
who put them there.
-
00:33:16
He hung on that
Cross for three hours
-
00:33:18
until at exactly the
ninth hour of the day,
-
00:33:22
He cried out, "My God, my God,
why have You forsaken me?"
-
00:33:30
The trail of blood leads
us back to this moment,
-
00:33:33
the one that we started with,
-
00:33:35
the one where God's
shouting our own question
-
00:33:38
into the dark when
He hung on the tree.
-
00:33:43
So is God the kind of God
who abandons His people?
-
00:33:48
Is He the kind of God
who lacks the strength
-
00:33:52
and the stomach
for sinful people? No.
-
00:33:57
See, when Jesus
shouts into the darkness,
-
00:33:59
He's not shouting randomly;
He's quoting scripture.
-
00:34:04
Psalm 22:1 says: My God, my God,
why have You forsaken me?
-
00:34:13
Why are You so
far from saving me?
-
00:34:16
So far from my
cries of anguish."
-
00:34:20
See, Jesus is expressing our cry
-
00:34:24
so that we would follow
His Word to the answer.
-
00:34:27
He said, "I hope the
trail of blood is enough.
-
00:34:30
I hope you see how
much I love You."
-
00:34:32
But in case it's not,
just keep reading
-
00:34:35
because a few
verses later it says this:
-
00:34:57
You're just one chapter
after this is maybe
-
00:34:59
the most famous
psalm in the entire Bible.
-
00:35:01
And it starts with the words:
the Lord is my shepherd,
-
00:35:06
Psalm 23,
and in verse four it says:
-
00:35:20
This is where you
and I enter the story.
-
00:35:22
This is the moment
where we show up.
-
00:35:25
Because if you've ever felt
like God has abandoned you,
-
00:35:28
God has an answer.
He says I haven't.
-
00:35:32
I haven't gone anywhere.
I'm right here.
-
00:35:35
I've been with you
in your worst moment.
-
00:35:38
I was with you when
you doubted Me.
-
00:35:40
I was with you when
you rejected Me.
-
00:35:42
I was with you when
you were too busy for Me.
-
00:35:45
I was with you when
you ignored Me.
-
00:35:46
I was with you when you were
too apathetic to engage Me.
-
00:35:49
I was with you when
you accused Me.
-
00:35:51
I was with you when you
tried to run away from Me.
-
00:35:54
Because I'm the Good Shepherd.
-
00:35:56
I don't leave my sheep.
-
00:35:58
I'm like the one who had 99,
and they were all good.
-
00:36:01
And they were behaving.
They were doing the right stuff.
-
00:36:03
And then there was
this one squirrely sheep,
-
00:36:06
and they wandered away.
They abandoned me.
-
00:36:10
But I didn't let them run.
-
00:36:11
I ran after them
and I found them.
-
00:36:14
That's the shepherd
you have named Jesus.
-
00:36:19
He has never left you,
and He never will.
-
00:36:29
If there's anybody in the Bible
-
00:36:31
who had a reason to
feel like maybe their sin
-
00:36:33
was so bad that God
would leave them,
-
00:36:36
it was probably David.
-
00:36:38
The guy who
wanted to buy the hill
-
00:36:40
and build the temple for God.
-
00:36:42
He had messed up so many
times in so many horrible ways,
-
00:36:45
and yet God was
continually faithful to him.
-
00:36:48
It blew his mind so much
that he penned these words.
-
00:36:52
Psalm 139 says"
-
00:37:31
See, there's a trail of blood
-
00:37:35
that God has
painted for thousands
-
00:37:38
and thousands of years
to prove this one point:
-
00:37:44
There is no way you
can run away from Him
-
00:37:49
because He's
stronger than your sin.
-
00:37:51
He's mightier
than your rebellion.
-
00:37:53
He's more powerful
than your doubts.
-
00:37:55
He's the Ram of
God who put His head
-
00:37:58
into the thorns of death
and broke it. It's over.
-
00:38:04
He's for you. He is for you.'
-
00:38:09
When you got in
the room tonight,
-
00:38:11
you got a little piece of paper,
a little card.
-
00:38:14
I want you to get
that out right now.
-
00:38:16
And the pen that came with it.
-
00:38:20
At Crossroads we're a
place where we don't like
-
00:38:23
to pretend and be
do religious stuff.
-
00:38:26
So no one needs
to pretend tonight.
-
00:38:28
I know in your life
you've had moments
-
00:38:32
where you've done something
and you've wondered,
-
00:38:35
is this it?
Is this when God abandons me?
-
00:38:40
Is this when God gives up on me?
-
00:38:42
Is this when God says,
"You know, I forgave you
-
00:38:44
so many times, but now, man,
You really pushed me too far"?
-
00:38:47
Is this it?
-
00:38:50
I want you to think
about the sin in your life
-
00:38:55
that makes you wonder if
God might abandon you.
-
00:38:59
And I want you to write it down.
-
00:39:01
I'm going to give you a minute
-
00:39:02
or so to think
about that right now.
-
00:40:23
- I don't know what
you wrote on your paper.
-
00:40:25
Maybe you're still
thinking about it.
-
00:40:26
That's okay. We're not done yet.
-
00:40:29
I wrote one word.
Not a -- not a sin in my life.
-
00:40:34
Not a giant one from my past,
-
00:40:37
though I have those for sure.
-
00:40:39
Things I regret,
things that were horrible.
-
00:40:42
The word that I wrote
-
00:40:44
and the sin that makes
me feel sometimes
-
00:40:46
like maybe God's
going to give up on me
-
00:40:49
is the stuff I still do.
-
00:40:53
So I just want the word still.
-
00:40:55
The way that I
still get too angry.
-
00:40:58
The way that I'm
still too judgmental.
-
00:41:00
The way that I'm
still too quick to anger
-
00:41:02
and too slow to forgive.
-
00:41:04
The way that I
still have a problem
-
00:41:06
just loving the
people around me,
-
00:41:08
even the people closest to
me and sacrificing for them.
-
00:41:11
Still, still I'm broken.
-
00:41:15
Still I don't get it.
-
00:41:18
Still I don't follow
well all the time.
-
00:41:22
But God's answer
is painted in blood.
-
00:41:26
It doesn't matter.
Never leave you.
-
00:41:28
Never have, never will.
-
00:41:31
That's the message of the Cross.
-
00:41:35
We're going to spend
the next 20 minutes or so
-
00:41:37
just worshiping together,
sing some songs.
-
00:41:41
At any time during
those 20 minutes,
-
00:41:44
if it would be
meaningful to you,
-
00:41:47
I want you to come forward
with your piece of paper
-
00:41:50
and nail it to one of
these wooden beams
-
00:41:53
representing the
Cross down here.
-
00:41:55
Because this thing, this fear,
died on the Cross with Jesus.
-
00:42:00
You don't have to worry anymore.
-
00:42:02
And if it would help
you to come forward
-
00:42:04
and nail it down here,
you're welcome to do that.
-
00:42:06
At all of our sites,
you can come down.
-
00:42:08
If you're online,
if you're online,
-
00:42:10
I encourage you to write
it down on a piece of paper
-
00:42:13
and just burn it
as a way of saying
-
00:42:15
it's the burnt offering.
-
00:42:17
It's been dealt with.
It's been taken care of.
-
00:42:21
Anytime you want to do that,
you're welcome to.
-
00:42:23
Why don't we stand together
as we do that and we sing.
-
00:51:30
- Just think about these words.
-
00:51:33
Your sin has made you think that
-
00:51:36
He'll let you down or
turn His back on you.
-
00:51:40
But these words to our Savior
-
00:51:43
the Cross is the greatest sign
-
00:51:45
that our God never lets us down.
-
00:51:47
He never lets us go.
-
00:51:50
No matter where you've
gone or where you've been,
-
00:51:53
this is true for you.
-
00:53:40
- You may be wondering
why is the Cross
-
00:53:44
the only thing white
in this whole room?
-
00:53:48
Everything else
is covered in blood,
-
00:53:51
and yet, this thing's
still squeaky clean.
-
00:53:54
Why is that?
-
00:53:56
It's because the trail
of blood ends here
-
00:54:00
at the foot of the Cross.
-
00:54:08
Isaiah, put it this way
in Isaiah 1:18, he said:
-
00:54:27
You know, when God looks at you,
He doesn't see this stuff.
-
00:54:30
When He looks at your life
-
00:54:31
and when He considers
how you're doing,
-
00:54:33
and He thinks about
whether He's going
-
00:54:34
to be with you or
not be with you,
-
00:54:36
He doesn't look at any of this.
-
00:54:37
He looks at this and He
sees His Son and He says,
-
00:54:41
"I love you,
and I'm so proud of you."
-
00:54:44
This is why we
call it Good Friday.
-
00:54:49
It's a Good Friday.
-
00:54:56
Why don't we keep singing,
Justin?
-
01:02:14
- When Friday ended,
-
01:02:17
Jesus didn't stay
hanging on the Cross.
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01:02:21
Instead, His body was taken
down and placed in a tomb.
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Matthew records it this way.
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When it was evening,
there came a rich man
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from Arimathea named Joseph,
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who was also a
disciple of Jesus.
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He went to Pilate and
asked for the body of Jesus.
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Then Pilate ordered
it to be given to him.
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And Joseph took the body
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and wrapped it in a
clean linen shroud,
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and laid it in his own new tomb,
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which he had cut in the rock.
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And he rolled a great stone
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to the entrance of the
tomb and went away.