You Weren’t Designed to Carry It All

There’s a certain kind of person who refuses to make two trips for the groceries. You stand at the trunk, assess the bags, grab your purse, anticipate the door handle, and load yourself up. The goal is simple: one trip.

It works—until the rotisserie chicken handle breaks. Or you can’t get the door open. Or one small thing goes wrong, and suddenly everything is on the floor.

That’s not a bad picture of how many of us live.

We want our lives to go well. We want the people we love to be OK. We want good outcomes in our families, relationships, careers, and futures. Somewhere along the way, though, we start believing those outcomes depend on how much we can carry. So we anticipate every obstacle, manage every detail, and pick up bag after bag.

The problem? We can’t carry everything. We weren’t designed to.

Jesus offers a perspective that is radically different:

“Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me...and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

Our burdens aren’t light. Not the way we tend to carry them.

Jesus isn’t offering to take one problem so you can keep hauling the rest. He’s offering to change the operating system underneath the whole thing.

Control Is Our Default Operating System

Every phone or computer has an operating system working beneath the surface. It tells all the pieces how to work together to produce an outcome.

We have one, too.

When we see an outcome we want, something inside us immediately starts issuing instructions: What do I need to do? What could go wrong? What do I need to manage? What do I need to know?

Our default operating system can be boiled down to one word: control.

Control tells us, It’s on you. Pick it all up. Carry it until you need it. Make sure this works out.

The problem isn’t necessarily the outcomes we want. Wanting your kids to thrive, your career to grow, or your relationships to be healthy can be good. The problem is believing you have to control the outcome to get there.

That wasn’t God’s original design.

Genesis 1-3 paints a picture of human beings living in deep connection with God. He gave them life, provision, purpose, work, and relationship. Their lives were built around dependence on their Creator. The operating system was trust.

Then came the temptation to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Even though God warned them they would die if they did, they listened to the words of the serpent:

“But the serpent said to the woman, “You will not surely die. For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.”

Don’t we hear phrases just like these all the time in our heads?

You can be like God. You can know. You can decide. You can take control.

Humanity traded “God knows, and I shall receive” for “I can do this on my own”.

We’ve been trying to carry the weight ever since.

Control Shrinks Your Life—and Strains Your Relationships

Control can look a lot like responsibility. We can even call it faithfulness. But those aren’t always the same thing.

Control tells you to go only where you can predict the outcome. Take the safe class. Make the safe move. Stick with what you know. Don’t risk what you can’t guarantee.

Eventually, the game board of your life gets smaller. You leave opportunities, growth, skills, relationships, and even fun on the table because you can’t see around the next corner.

Control also gets especially heavy when we pick up outcomes that belong to other people.

Maybe it’s your child. Your spouse. Your sister. Your aging parent. Your friend who keeps making decisions you would never make. You love them, so you start carrying the outcome of their life.

Then love quietly turns into management.

You start trying to control them instead of coach them. Their decisions become your responsibility. Their emotions land on your shoulders. Their future becomes another problem you have to carry.

That problem was never yours.

You can love someone well. You can offer wisdom. You can show up. You can do what is yours to do. But you cannot carry the outcome of another person’s life.

And control doesn’t always look bossy. Sometimes it sounds like, I don’t care what we do—followed by rejecting every suggestion. Sometimes it’s getting irritated when someone ignores your advice. Sometimes it’s telling God you trust him while your prayers are mostly detailed instructions for how he should fix everything.

Jesus offers another way.

Just before his invitation to the weary, Jesus contrasts the “wise and understanding” with “little children”. He isn’t celebrating ignorance or immaturity. He’s pointing toward dependence:

“At that time Jesus declared, “I thank you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that you have hidden these things from the wise and understanding and revealed them to little children; 26 yes, Father, for such was your gracious will.”

A child knows how to receive what they cannot provide for themselves.

That’s the posture of trust. God isn’t asking you to live a predictable life where every next step is clear, and every outcome is known. He is asking that we let him be the one in control.

Trust Asks, “What Is Mine to Do?”

Control asks, “What can I do to make sure this all works out?”

Trust asks, “What is mine to do?”

That distinction changes everything.

Trust isn’t passivity. It isn’t refusing to plan, work, act, or take responsibility. Trust faithfully engages with what God has actually put in front of you without grabbing the weight of the outcome.

Control tries to anticipate every possible problem. Trust responds to the problems that actually arise.

Control says, What if?

Trust says, Even if.

Even if the outcome isn’t what I hoped for. Even if I can’t fix this. Even if someone I love makes a choice I wouldn’t make. Even if the thing I’m afraid of happens, I know who God is.

Trust rests on the sovereignty of God. He is still God when the problems hit the floor. He has the power, authority, and perspective we don’t have.

That’s why God told his people in Isaiah, “In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and in trust shall be your strength” (Isaiah 30:15).

Our default operating system almost never tells us to stand still and trust God. It tells us to run harder, plan further, and carry more.

God doesn’t hand you a map and promise to meet you at the end. He offers to walk with you.

Trust is accepting that Someone else is driving.

You might not know the destination. You might not see what’s coming around the corner. But keeping your eyes open all night, gripping your seat, and carrying the anxiety won’t give you control of the car.

You can rest because you know the One behind the wheel.

It’s Time to Reinstall the Original

Jesus’ invitation goes deeper than behavior modification. He isn’t simply telling you to drop a few problems and become less stressed.

He wants to change the place inside you that keeps picking them up.

The Bible often calls that center of our lives the heart. Long before Jesus came, God promised through the prophet Ezekiel, “I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you” (Ezekiel 36:26).

That new heart—a new center, a new operating system, a new way of living—is available through Jesus.

God is sovereign. You aren’t. And that’s actually very good news. You were never designed to know everything, control everyone, or guarantee every outcome.

You were designed to trust him.

So ask yourself: What am I carrying that was never mine to carry?

Maybe it’s a person who won’t make the decision you want them to make. Maybe it’s a situation you’ve spent years trying to change. Maybe it’s an outcome you’re terrified won’t go the way you planned.

Set it down.

Then, when something happens this week, and every instinct tells you to grab it again, remember the difference:

What is mine to do?

Do that faithfully. Then trust God with what belongs to him.

Mark the Moment

Name the challenge you’ve been carrying that doesn’t belong to you, and hand it to Jesus.

When you’re tempted to pick it back up, return to this “Serenity Prayer”, originally written by 20th-century theologian Reinhold Niebuhr:

“God, grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time,
enjoying one moment at a time.
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace.
Taking, as he did, the sinful world as it is,
not as I would have it.
Trusting that he will make all things right
if I surrender to His will;
that I may be reasonably happy in this life,
and supremely happy with Him forever.”

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